(It's a quiet conversation in his head. Mona isn't here, giving his feedback and opinion, but Ren's never truly alone, is he? Satanael might be as quiet as he is, but at least he provides his insights from time to time and Ren keeps in touch - it's not like he can summon him, anyways. His hands were busy, pliers and metals being worked with until it hits. The sound is loud, cannon fires and missiles assaulting his ear and the vision of Hammerlock being torn to the ground... It lasts several minutes and Ren attempts to cover his ears to make it more bearable. Not that it helped him calm down when it ceased. Several images flash in his head - a burning village, Kamoshida, a duel, a mountain, and among so many others... Himself? Little by little, his own memories begin to fade and he closes his eyes abruptly, trying to hold on to them - an unsuccessful attempt. If just feels like gaps where a story should be and it rushes panic through his body, specially because of the one memory that's circling over and over. Him, with a bullet in his forehead and the nasty feeling that comes with it. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. This wasn't supposed to be there, he remembers very well his own satisfaction of victory, smirking through the pain sitting in that room alone.
He needs to find Akechi, that's what he decides as he rushes out of his room, hastly making his way to the first floor and without a second thought, banging on the door. It's an impulsive mix of despair, confusion, panic and concern. If Ren got hit like this, how's Akechi? How's Ann? Fuck, he needs to do something and it has to be now.)
Goro, open the door. (He demands, voice as strong as it could possibly be in its order while his hand is ready to grab the lockpick in his pocket. If his head is killing him and he feels dizzy to the point he could easily pass out, how are they, even? Is Akechi even alright? Can he reach it?)
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He needs to find Akechi, that's what he decides as he rushes out of his room, hastly making his way to the first floor and without a second thought, banging on the door. It's an impulsive mix of despair, confusion, panic and concern. If Ren got hit like this, how's Akechi? How's Ann? Fuck, he needs to do something and it has to be now.)
Goro, open the door. (He demands, voice as strong as it could possibly be in its order while his hand is ready to grab the lockpick in his pocket. If his head is killing him and he feels dizzy to the point he could easily pass out, how are they, even? Is Akechi even alright? Can he reach it?)