Is it really self-destruction if you know for certain that your body, your mind, will rise again in vengeance? I wonder... but yes. I did. That was the plan. And I know it worked, because I still remember what I did to him. To both of them.

[She blinked at the suggestion, and for a moment she looked ardently confused. She didn't say no out of hand mostly because she didn't even know what it was offering. And besides, considering what she had seen, what it had seen... She was a little inclined to forgive the suggestion.]

Uhhhhh... be more specific?