I almost wish he'd show up here. That would make things ... easier, somehow, maybe. [and that's the truth if only, like everything else, to a certain degree. he's not sure he'd actually want Aiden here, for all that it would ruin and regardless of how entertaining it would be, to push him off the mountain a few dozen times, but. but if he could work things out with him here, where Aiden couldn't just put a bullet in his head, where other people wouldn't let him, then maybe they could just go their separate ways, when they get home]
[he's not expecting forgiveness (and again, he won't ever forgive Aiden, him just as guilty as he is), just a chance to win his life back, when they go home]
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[he pauses, sighing, and then shakes his head]
I almost wish he'd show up here. That would make things ... easier, somehow, maybe. [and that's the truth if only, like everything else, to a certain degree. he's not sure he'd actually want Aiden here, for all that it would ruin and regardless of how entertaining it would be, to push him off the mountain a few dozen times, but. but if he could work things out with him here, where Aiden couldn't just put a bullet in his head, where other people wouldn't let him, then maybe they could just go their separate ways, when they get home]
[he's not expecting forgiveness (and again, he won't ever forgive Aiden, him just as guilty as he is), just a chance to win his life back, when they go home]