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leo "thotfoolery" tsukinaga ([personal profile] bachagain) wrote in [community profile] tabularasa_rp 2020-10-31 09:30 am (UTC)

[ someone give add a "you tried but you shouldn't have" star!

this is... the worst? the worst. it's like being stuck in an elevator with someone who won't stop talking, though normally leo would be fine with this. it just-- it feels like add's every word is meant to stab him emotionally. add's every word is stabbing him emotionally. it's really unfortunate. were he not being held together by dry silly putty, leo would've appreciated the effort.

instead, it's just triggering his self-hatred. stop reminding him about all of this. stop saying things he should've already known. stop rubbing his face in the shit he shouldn't have questioned-- ]


... Shut up. Shut up, shut up, shut up--

[ leo's aware add doesn't deserve that. add deserves gratitude, thanks, for even attempting to support him.

ah, he'd yelled like this at izumi too, hadn't he? back when he was stuck in his room, lamenting over his fuck ups. maybe he shouldn't have left there, if it meant it was gonna end like this. ]


You can't pay him back. I owed him too, y'know, and I can't pay him back either. 'Cause Sena's--

[ he feels sick.

thanks, add! ]

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