Ngh... it's never quite the same, but... it's also a chance for something else. Maybe something you didn't have. [She gripped more tightly and pulled her in even more, the hug a fraction possessive. The way that she held on, she was definitely trying to get Rinoa to focus on her and her alone.]

You know the difference between envy and possessiveness isn't that big. I'm jealous of them having their friends, jealous of them having someone that matters so much to them. Kind of wish I could get that close again...

But it doesn't end well. And... I don't want to get too close. If I did and lose one of you, I'd go nuts I think, for a bit.

[Yep, they were both fixating right now. One on jealousies of others, and the other on being jealous of literally every last person that Rinoa was thinking about right then. Why couldn't she just think about her right this instant?]