It isn't and I never assumed it would be. [She hoped he didn't assume things would be. It was her way of saying how he deserve some form of happiness and it should be fair for his sake.

She didn't do anything at first. She stared at the board thinking what move she should make next.] I meant you have an opportunity to live your life here however you wish. There is nothing holding you back anymore.

[She then decided to go for his knight. She was aware he would take her pawn but she'll allow it.]