(And Ren knows it is. From when his mother was alive, the disgust and anger towards his father for drowning her in such circumstances. After she had passed, the fear of abandonment and the resentment for never staying in the same place, the wrath of being unwanted.
Akechi has never learned otherwise. It's the chains that hold him in place, that hinder his growth. It's the chains that Ren, the trickster himself, is trying to break and show him differently. He loves Akechi, he isn't going anywhere.)
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(And Ren knows it is. From when his mother was alive, the disgust and anger towards his father for drowning her in such circumstances. After she had passed, the fear of abandonment and the resentment for never staying in the same place, the wrath of being unwanted.
Akechi has never learned otherwise. It's the chains that hold him in place, that hinder his growth. It's the chains that Ren, the trickster himself, is trying to break and show him differently. He loves Akechi, he isn't going anywhere.)
Be patient with yourself.