I guess all such things are fickle, to an extent. Subject to the whims of a universe that doesn't like to pull back the curtain and reveal its secrets easily.
So, I don't think I have absolutely certain answers, for you or for me. What is happening to me is weird. I'm still jealous. I get jealous easily. But I feel differently, and every time Tifa comes to my shrine, I feel a little more different. I'm not even sure I'd use the word "Good" to describe it. I'm sure humans would in most cases. But I'm youkai. I am what I am. And if I'm purified and beneficient instead of vengeful? I still am what I am.
You aren't quite that rigid. Because I believe you still human. Even if you're a spirit, you are a Human one. I stopped being that a long time ago. I'm a spirit who gave up her humanity, intentionally, on purpose. You have done nothing of the sort.
Even Patchouli didn't truly do that. So I am pretty sure she's still human to an extent. It's why she gets weak, sleepy and tired as much as she does. We just have to figure out what you are. What I am. And what we're becoming.
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So, I don't think I have absolutely certain answers, for you or for me. What is happening to me is weird. I'm still jealous. I get jealous easily. But I feel differently, and every time Tifa comes to my shrine, I feel a little more different. I'm not even sure I'd use the word "Good" to describe it. I'm sure humans would in most cases. But I'm youkai. I am what I am. And if I'm purified and beneficient instead of vengeful? I still am what I am.
You aren't quite that rigid. Because I believe you still human. Even if you're a spirit, you are a Human one. I stopped being that a long time ago. I'm a spirit who gave up her humanity, intentionally, on purpose. You have done nothing of the sort.
Even Patchouli didn't truly do that. So I am pretty sure she's still human to an extent. It's why she gets weak, sleepy and tired as much as she does. We just have to figure out what you are. What I am. And what we're becoming.