I think you're presuming way too much.

[Blue bitterly mutters, pushing his empty can away. It wasn't his feelings that were on the line, so it wasn't his place to say what risks Blue should be willing to take or not! Huff. Grumble.]

[Uneasily, Blue rocks slightly on his seat, and casts Ren a glance.]

Look, you. Things are a lot more complicated than you know.... And not even cuz of stuff just between us.

Even if... [He pauses, settles into a doubtful expression, and furrows his brows.] Even if Red felt the same way, that wouldn't guarantee that it would even.... work out. [He stares down morosely at his feet, before settling them on the ground, pushing himself up with some effort.]

It's enough that he's forgiven me as his friend. I can't ask even more of him.

[He was lucky that Red had even wanted anything to do with him again in the first place. 'Take what you can get, and be grateful that anyone even tolerates your useless existence'. That's what he'd come to expect.]

[He shakily steps aside from his seat, pushing the stool (politely!) back under the counter.] Mind your business, alright.