If you're asking about my memories of being a Goddess, they'd been locked away. They slowly began to return after the thirteenth birthday, and then they were restored in full upon Set's blessing. Sort of overwhelming, but also welcome.

[ Because it meant a return to her true self, minus the body.

Somewhat deviously, Mel states - ]

Didn't seem like it, though truthfully, I wasn't keen on trying - was having too much fun with using ghosts to fight off the creatures or constructing my own piece of the dream to play music in.