(open) there are no coincidences in the world.

[kimihiros]

Who: Kimihiro, Mugetsu, hopefully you!
What:  A few activities to get him started. ❤
Where: Everywhere! Most threads are around Merlaut, though!
When: The month of December!
Content Warnings: None, just spoilers sometimes.

Comments

[realway]

So you're like a spiritual expert.

[ there is a difference between having the power and knowing how to use it. this much is true of the force as well. ]

I hope the Void brings back our connections again. I have faith, but it feels like a long waiting game.

[kimihiros]

I still have much to learn.

(sure his power grew, and with it, his comprehension of the spiritual world. he's still learning, though. god knows how long it took yuuko.)

I heard it happened in a dream only.

[realway]

[ a nod. ]

I've been told the same. It was a collective dream - I wasn't part of strangely. [ she sighs. ] I would have liked to have been though. The Force... it's been part of me since I was born. Having it cut off is like missing a sense.

[kimihiros]

I can't say I have had the exact same. For most of my youth, I wanted to get rid of my abilities.

(he says youth past, but he doesn't look a day over eighteen, this teen-looking man.)

It did grow gradually into the same feeling.

[realway]

[ her gaze softens, knowing there is a story there but not sure how much she should intrude. ]

Why did you want to get rid of them to begin with?

[kimihiros]

I was harassed by spirits too often, put in dangerous situations because I could see and interact with them. It felt like a burden.

(with a gesture, he invites her in, to sit with him on the floor.)

[realway]

[ she steps forward and lowers to the ground, setting herself down on her legs. ]

I imagine that must have been frightening for you. To not have any guidance on what you were going through.

[kimihiros]

I had guidance eventually, but it still freaked me out more often than not.

(yuuko... the mention makes him nostalgic, a hint of sorrow in his words even if he smiles through them.)

[realway]

How old were you? ...For me, I was taken in as a child. I never knew my parents, or any family I had.

[kimihiros]

Seventeen.

(... he gives her a warm smile, albeit sorrowful from understanding her pain in a personal level.)

I was no different.

[realway]

[ ahsoka pauses, taking in the weight of that admission. she was taken in so young, she doesn't really have any memory of where she came from. there is no loss if there is no attachment, just as the jedi intend when taking in the force sensitive children long before they can conceive of such concepts. she's been wondering more lately what her life would be like if not for that. ]

I know how hard it can be. To be alone. Or to even feel it. [ her lowered eyes drift back up to him. ] You don't have to be alone.

[kimihiros]

You don't, either.

(had he known her memories, or lack thereof, were also a source of pain, he would have connected even more with the woman in front of him. his memory is wiped, perhaps even forged - his parents, his ability to taste food, his own history, all in an earring traveling the realms. it's a lonely existence, the one he doesn't even share with his other self, syaoran... not that he resents it, he was happy to simply exist in the company of his friends...

even if they no longer breathe.)

I'm here every day. You should come see me.