Hm OK, this is not really what I meant when I said to find motivation? I mean, far be it for me to interfere in free will, but also, your free will is heading on the road to cirrhosis at the tender age of like, 13.

[he's thirteen right
she forgets what age range a young human is]

I drink nectar and ambrosia and then alcohol when I can't get nectar and ambrosia but that's because I don't really have to worry about a liver, per se.