tabularasa_rp | [open] a day in the life of a ghost

[Everyone's scared of demons, is it? Something about that quirks the corner of Akechi's lip into a humorless smile. By definition, the majority of Ren's Personas are demons. One could even make the broad argument that any of their Personas could be considered a demon, if the definition were widened enough.]

If you're saying that's what these Templars were supposed to be there for, it's safe to assume that they overstep their bounds? Those in power often do.

[The police, the government. His smile fades into a subtle irritation at the thought.]

The Cole you met... they thought he was possessed, and thus locked him up to die?

Not all Templars wanted to hurt mages. But some were afraid, and others liked having that power, and using it to hurt them.

[It's probably for the best he doesn't elaborate on that.]

No. They locked him up because was an apostate who had hurt people. [Would Akechi know what that means?] He was a mage, but he wasn't in a Circle, where the Templars could decide if he was a danger or not. If they decided yes, then he probably would have been made tranquil, so he couldn't be possessed... or hurt anyone.

[Some believe that's a fate worse than death, though.]

But they forgot he was there. When they found his body, they made it look like he never existed to bury their mistake.

[This sure is a cheery conversation. Cole doesn't seem to mind answering his questions though, his moments of discomfort aside.]

[Fortunately, Akechi doesn't require the elaboration. He has enough familiarity with abuse of power to draw his own conclusions, and he only nods, taking another drink of water while he listens.

It's... odd, to listen to someone else open up. That kind of thing doesn't normally happen to him; it's Ren's jurisdiction, not his. But it's all useful information about someone who could become an enemy in the future, and as long as Cole is willing to talk, Akechi will continue to listen.

There sure is a lot of jargon though. Time for a vibe check.]

You're saying that where you're from, those with magic are feared and often hated, and are placed under guard in special areas -- like a wizards' tower, or school, perhaps? -- for the protection of others. The punishment for being a danger is to have one's magic removed, yes?

[That's the only guess he can hazard as to what "tranquil" is supposed to mean, but it seems accurate, though it does raise the question as to why their society wouldn't simply render all mages tranquil from birth.

The cover-up, at least, requires no additional explanation. His lips curve down into a frown. Sloppy.]

Those in power often will find a way to absolve themselves of blame, especially those in the public eye. I trust you killed them for their carelessness?

[Like, that's what he would do if he were a vengeful ghost. And let's be real, isn't that exactly what he is?]

[They were harrowing events at the time, but he's more detached from that now. Now that he knows what he is, it's easier to be more like that, instead of what he was. What happened then may as well have happened to someone else- some of it quite literally. Though it's not always easy to keep it that way.]

It's usually a tower, I think. The White Spire is. There's more of them... or there were.

The Rite of Tranquility isn't removing magic. It's... [Describing the Tranquil is difficult, when they can't feel.] It takes away more than that. It locks away every part of you that lets you touch the Fade. Tranquil can't use magic, or dream, or feel anything at all. No more fear, despair, or loneliness... or joy, or desire.

[He'd thought that didn't sound so bad, once upon a time.]

[Akechi's second question hits a sore spot, one he usually tries to forget. The bitterness leaks into his voice.]

No. I don't remember which one did it, or I think I would have.

[Even if he remembered more, his memories from that time aren't all clear. As he was then, he's sure he would have killed whoever personally left Cole there. Now... he tries not to think about it. It doesn't help to think about it.]

Hm. That's too bad.

[Regarding killing the men in question, that is. Making those that made you suffer is something that Akechi would never quite be willing to give up, not for any cost. He'd die to exact vengeance.

But being made Tranquil... there's a deep-seated revulsion to the idea, some of his from his own Personas reacting to the very idea.]

Removing a human's desires is to destroy who they are as a person.

[His hands grip the almost-empty glass of water more tightly as he stares at Cole, obviously disturbed at the very idea. If he didn't like the concept of stealing hearts, this is indescribably worse.]

This was a common punishment in your world? I can think of few fates worse than death, but that is certainly one of them.

[Maybe. He was able to stop Lambert from hurting mages like Rhys anymore, at least. But he didn't have anything to do with Cole.]

[Desire. He'd said something about that before, hadn't he?]

Yes. There are a lot of people who feel that way, too. There was a Tranquil who found out how to fix himself, but a demon took him and killed everyone. The Templars wanted to make him tranquil again. He wanted to die instead.

[In otherwords, even the Tranquil might prefer death, if they were capable of it.]

I don't think it's as common anymore, now that the mages rebelled and the Elder One turned the Templars red.

[Medieval fantasy life is wild.]

[Akechi hums again, quiet as he digests that information, processing it into terms he's more familiar with. Even if the vocabulary isn't something he's accustomed to, the concepts are nothing new or beyond his comprehension.]

And I'm sure after he was possessed by a demon, these Templars were only too happy to oblige his dying wish.

[He taps a fingernail against his water glass, still turning over the concept.]

To paraphrase Jefferson, the tree of liberty must be watered with the blood of patriots and tyrants. "Freedom" is a curious concept in our world, most people bound by chains invisible and figurative, but no less binding than those you speak of.

What do you think about all this, Cole-san? Being a spirit yourself, I'm sure mages must be of special interest to you.

The Templars didn't kill him. He asked me to, but I didn't. I knew that it would make Rhys unhappy. Someone else did.

[The Jefferson stuff goes almost completely over his head. The part about chains sounds right, though.]

[What does he think? He's not sure if "special interest" is how he would say it, but...]

Being a spirit doesn't matter. I don't want to possess anyone. Knowing I'm a spirit helped me to be more like one, but I'm still me.

I think that forcing someone to be Tranquil if they don't want it is wrong. It takes away the pain, but it takes more than that, too much. There should be some other way to help.

[Whatever that may be. He takes these things on a case by case basis.]

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