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Parsee Mizuhashi ([personal profile] bridge_princess) wrote in [community profile] tabularasa_rp2020-12-04 03:35 pm

Change is in the Air (OTA)

Who: Parsee and you!
What: December Catch-All
Where: The Shrine, Bridge and Around
When: Any time in December
Content Warnings: *laughs* nothing serious. She's angsty as hell about the shrine change, but it's all harmless today. I'll update if necessary


* Shrine Freakout * General Shrine * The Blank Shrine * Mt Silver * The Beach * Hammerhead *
* Widcard *



(Haha, I can't resist poking some fun at Parsee. Top Levels Below)
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2020-12-06 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ The first few weeks are the nightmare were hard. Rinoa disappeared into herself in a way she never really had before, spending a lot of time in her apartment with Angelo and Felix while she tried to process what happened - the things she saw, and felt, the things of which she dreamed. Time's moving for the first time in a long time and she's done almost nothing with it, lost in her own private reverie. If her friends were here, they'd hardly recognize her, she thinksβ€”

It's that thought that somehow shakes her out of it. Friends, but she has friends here too, friends who went through the same difficulties as her and now are being completely ignored and avoided. And so it's with some guilt that she goes out in search of them, leaving her animal companions curled up dozing on the couch, her apartment near-dark from the deep of their sleep.

She's not surprised to find Parsee at the shrine bridge. She is surprised to see it changed, so different now to how it used to be. Her head tilts as she approaches the other, curiosity written over her features. ]


When did it change? [ A pause, and then: ] I'm sorry I haven't caught up with you since the nightmare.
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2021-01-03 10:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not an apology, but for what it is, it's actually a lot more than Rinoa expected - or thought she deserved. In the dream, she learned for herself that she is who she is; she can't control it, and she doesn't need to be afraid of it. The same, in her mind, is true for Parsee. What happened to them down there... it was a result of who the other woman is, and her powers. It was difficult, and more telling than she'll ever admit to anyone else, but it wasn't something Parsee did on purpose, either.

So it takes her a moment, but she shakes her head, and reaches out to place her hand over Parsee's, now that it's free of the broom. ]


It's not because of what happened that I haven't come to see you.

[ It's not entirely the truth. It is because of what happened, at least in part. But not anything that Parsee did, which is why it's easier to explain it this way. Right? Rinoa smiles, hoping that the other understands where she's coming from... or at least hoping that the smile shows that she's okay - that they're okay. ]

A lot happened down there and I guess I've kind of been keeping to myself, you know? And then I came out of my apartment and... I know you said it's not much, but it feels like lots changed.
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2021-01-08 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, that's right. There's more than just Parsee here who would count as a spirit that could be worshipped or prayed to, right? She hasn't met all of them, but she certainly remembers that there are even those here who are identified as gods back on their own worlds. At least everyone's agreed to share the place - she's not sure how she feels about a collection of deities and other spirits fighting over any of the places they have here.

She's about to ask if there's anything she can do to help - tend it, help clean up, something like that - when Parsee tells her she should be mad, and the younger woman shakes her head again, her fingers tightening briefly over Parsee's hand before she lets go. ]


Why would I be angry? You can't control who you are any more than anyone else, Parsee. Plus, after so long without our powers, I don't know if anyone was expecting to have them back so suddenly, you know? And...

[ She's quiet for a moment here, thinking it over before she offers the other woman a small smile. ]

If what I experienced down there was even the tiniest part of what you have to deal with every day, then you're probably the strongest person here!
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2021-01-10 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ The thing is, she understands that Parsee is jealous of Squall. The spirit essentially said as much in the depths of the nightmare realm. It could just be that she doesn't quite understand the depth of it, or that she'd never be angry or feel the need to forgive someone over feelings of jealousy, or maybe a mix of the two; even she's not entirely sure herself. Either way, all she can do in response to the admission is shake her head and smile. ]

Why would I need to forgive you, though? I don't understand. It's okay to be jealous of him, you know? It's true, he's... he's someone who's really important to me, and... [ She makes a face, something a little embarrassed, a little apologetic. ] I know I talk about him a lot, too. I think when it's like that, it can be kinda difficult...

[ Difficult how, she's not exactly sure she can put into words. She's not even sure that she understands it in her own mind. But it's a lot, for people like them, to be here alone without the usual comforts from home. And perhaps even harder for Parsee, dealing with someone as attached to home as Rinoa is. ]
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2021-01-12 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps it's a little hard to understand exactly what the mark of affection is, but it's still more than she ever expected to get from the other, so it's more than welcome. And maybe there's a hint of confusion in her smile, but Rinoa does in fact sit down when nudged to do so. The rest of her expression remains gentle, reassuring; in response to the question, she nods. Even if that's what it is, why would that make it not okay? ]

If you wanna figure out why you're jealous, I'll support you. I'm not just gonna push you away for feelings you can't help.

[ And what if that is it? For her part, Rinoa's never dealt with something quite like this before. But regardless... ]

Let's just take it one step at a time, okay? And if that's what it turns out to be, we'll figure it out when we get there. You know?
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[personal profile] pinwheels 2021-01-16 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's true that for Rinoa, dealing with feelings is easy, something that comes to her almost without thinking. But she is also used to dealing with those who aren't so accustomed to it, so it's easy for her to take Parsee's embarrassment in stride.

She shakes her head, reaching out and once more brushing her fingers against the other's wrist, an almost patting motion with the intent of helping her calm down where she's burning up with embarrassment. She's not about to make promises she can't keep, but something she can promise at least is... ]


I'll think about it carefully, okay? If you're going to take such big steps, then it's the least I can do.

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afterrrr the thread in the gym

[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-09 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's the first time that Tifa's been able to visit the Shrine in a while, and to her surprise, it's... different. Not at all like she remembers it being. It's bigger, more elaborate, and... well, there aren't quite enough words to describe what she thinks of it. She kind of liked the smaller shrine, to be honest. It felt homier, warmer, and built by the shrine maiden herself.

So, when she arrives on the other side of the bridge behind Heavenly Blanc, she takes a moment to gawk at the sight, brows raising and eyes going wide before she shakes it off and crosses, not quite sure where to go from here. She's even forgotten the reason she had decided to come, having experienced some strange phenomenon lately and wanting to ask about it.

That is, until she hears Parsee's voice, forcing her to spin around until her gaze lands on her, and her expression twists, trying to hide the confusion.]


Yeah, it's... um... different? [One way to put it.] How long's it been like this?
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[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-14 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I kinda liked the smaller shrine...

[It's mumbled under a breath and buried even further beneath a hand, as if someone could be listening in. She probably shouldn't be saying stuff like that out loud, lest they want the world to break it down so that it is a smaller shrine... She wouldn't put it past the Void, to be honest.]

Well, on the bright side, at least you won't be running the shrine all on your own now?
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[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-18 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tifa's composure suddenly changes to one more tentative, obvious in how she slowly closes the distance between her and Parsee. She'd come down here for a reason, but now that she's here, that reason is starting to feel crazier with every extra second that passes.]

Uh, actually, I wanted to ask you something... [she begins slowly.] Do your powers work around here at all?
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[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-21 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tifa's no stranger to the idea of no personal bubble, so she matches Parsee's gaze with her own curious one.]

No... wouldn't say that. More like... things are lining up a little more than usual?

[Yeah, definitely sounds a little crazy.]

I know it's probably nothing... but I came here a lot to pray, so I thought maybe... maybe you were able to do something to help out.
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[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-28 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
A blessing?

[Sure, she had been praying, but she honestly wasn't expecting anything to come out of it. With how their powers work here (or don't work), she was only doing it because it was something that made her feel a little closer to home. Perhaps some small part of her hoped that some higher being would hear her and listen, but this is unexpected.

Not unwelcome, of course.]


I mean, I dunno... could just be my imagination, but... Cloud and I had the weirdest luck with one of those, uh... giant birds earlier. Thought it was just a coincidence.

[...]

So, does that mean your powers do work here?

[She's confused.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2020-12-31 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tifa levels her gaze with Parsee, sensing her anxiety, and takes the girl's hands in her own with a firm but reassuringly warm grip.]

It's not a problem. Who's gonna say no to a little bit of luck?

[If she hadn't, then the afternoon might have ended a little differently. If anything, it was more useful than hurtful.]

Sounds to me like you're getting something back! That's good, isn't it?

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pushing to a wrap! 😎

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